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Liberty's
editors remember a great man. R.W. Bradford: 19472005 The Conscience of a Libertarian by Ross Overbeek
I met Bill Bradford when I was in the ninth grade, and he
was in the eleventh. We lived in a small town (about 18,000 people), Traverse
City, Mich. It was 1963, and Barry Goldwater was leading a conservative movement
to take control of the Republican Party. Bill and I had both read Goldwater's
"Conscience of a Conservative" and were looking for ways to support him.
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Overbeek works in Illinois, in the field of computational biology. He is a
cofounder of The Fellowship for Interpretation of Genomes.
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Those were heady days as Nelson Rockefeller and William Scranton fought
Goldwater for control of the party. They were days when the entire culture
believed strongly in modern liberalism, if not socialism. At least that is how
Bill and I saw it. I doubt that Bill's political philosophy was
particularly well thought out; mine certainly wasn't. We had both read a number
of widely available anticommunist books. Even then, Bill was devouring books
voraciously. He was also reading William F. Buckley's National Review. We
met at a gathering of a local conservative club. The meeting was held in the
basement of one of the local businesses. Bill, my brother, and I were the only
people there who were less than 20 years old; it was natural that we struck up a
conversation. Bill attended the public high school, while I was still in junior
high. We discovered that we lived fairly close to one another, so we agreed to
meet again to continue the discussion. Over the coming months, I often met
Bill at his home, and we discussed issues that ranged from religion to politics.
These early discussions focused on anticommunism and conservatism. He had read
quite a bit of Buckley, and I attempted to study Russell Kirk's "The Conservative
Mind" (a mistake, to say the least). Bill gave me a copy of Whittaker Chambers'
book "Witness," which we both thought was extremely well-written. Chambers was a
communist who eventually changed sides and accused Alger Hiss, a man of great
influence in the government, of being a member of the Communist Party. History
has vindicated Chambers (at least on that point), but at the time feelings still
ran very high on the issue. It seemed to us that the world split fairly clearly
between people who believed that there was an active communist conspiracy and
people who did not. Neither Bill nor I understood economics in any
meaningful sense of that phrase, and our notions of liberty were just beginning
to form. But soon there was a group of five or six of us that met periodically,
followed the Goldwater campaign, and participated when we could. We spent one
Saturday hanging leaflets on doorknobs in Alpena, another little town in Northern
Michigan; spent days manning a booth at the summer fair; and continually
attempted to improve our understanding of the many subjects that interested
us. I have the belief (quite possibly an illusion) that we experienced a
completely different type of event from the modern political campaign. At least
for us, it was a clash of ideas rather than the slugfest hosted by two C students
that the U.S. electorate recently witnessed. Fifteen years later we became
friends with Karl Hess, who wrote many of Goldwater's speeches. We found Karl to
be a wonderful, passionate advocate of freedom, and considered it significant
that he also (a bit later) wrote speeches for the Black Panthers. How Karl could
see a common thread between these wildly different perspectives was a topic that
seemed important to us. It was the campaign of 19631964 that brought
us into contact with people and ideas we had not encountered before. Most
factions within the Goldwater movement centered on anticommunism, but there were
also many old-line conservatives, some classical liberals, and a very few people
who might reasonably be called libertarians. Participating in this event exposed
us to all kinds of ideas and books. A campaign worker from downstate Michigan (if
I recall correctly, his name was Jerry Plaas) discussed numerous issues with us.
He talked about Orval Watts, a free-market economist who was teaching at the
Northwood Institute (a small college in Midland, Mich.). Plaas respected Watts
and mentioned that his library included a number of books worth reading,
including "The Constitution of Liberty," by Friedrich Hayek, a book valued highly
by Watts. That is the only book I remember being explicitly mentioned, but I
would guess that he also pointed Bill to the work of Ludwig von Mises.
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told Bill that if he didn't believe in public education, he should not be
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From that time Bill began seriously exploring classical liberalism, Austrian
economics, and conservatism. Just as important, from my perspective, he discussed
everything with a small group of us. This was not a formal club, but rather a
group of teenagers seeking to understand. It was the midst of the Cold War, the
Cuban missile crisis had just occurred, we were all just a few years away from
being drafted, and life seemed quite serious. I doubt that either
conservatism or a desire to support the Republicans ever attracted Bill. I
remember a delightful discussion in which we considered whether Goldwater might
win, or whether it was even critical that he do so. Bill pointed out that
Goldwater had addressed a gathering of farmers, stating that he would abolish
farm subsidies, that he had told a group of old people that Social Security had
to be rethought and should not be compulsory; and that he had recommended the
abolition of the draft to an audience of conservatives. All these positions, Bill
argued, would weaken his chances of winning; but he believed that Goldwater was
right to have announced them in that way. Goldwater did get the
nomination, and in the acceptance speech he said, "I would remind you that
extremism in the defense of liberty is no vice. Let me remind you also that
moderation in the pursuit of justice is no virtue." Those were pretty powerful
words, and I remember vividly the night the speech was made. I was not with Bill;
I was with three successful businessmen (a Democrat, a Republican, and a
Marxist), who were all equally horrified by Goldwater's comments. Bill found the
words inspiring, but I also suspect that they worried him on pragmatic grounds
he clearly saw Goldwater's defeat coming. After that summer, and a
few months before the election, I started Traverse City High School as a
sophomore, while Bill was a senior. We spent one wonderful year together before
he graduated. He introduced me to "The Exploitation Theory" by Eugen von
BÖhm-Bawerk, an extract from his major tome "Capital and Interest." That was
the first time economics made any sense to me. I had read "Economics in One
Lesson" by Henry Hazlitt, but both Bill and I felt terribly dissatisfied with
that book. Hazlitt focuses on issues relating to the unintended consequences of
economic decisions. In this he follows Frédéric Bastiat, who wrote entertaining
essays on the topic. (Bill and I were especially delighted by his petition to the French Chamber of
Deputies on behalf of candlestick makers.) One can use this approach to
establish that something is being overlooked, but it fails to convey the
principles upon which economic reasoning should be based. To understand how it
should be done, I would refer you to the early chapters of Murray Rothbard's
"Man, Economy, and State." Bill would have referred you to Mises' "Human
Action." Anyway, when Bill ran across Böhm-Bawerk's attack on Marx,
which allows a real glimpse at the underlying economic issues, he realized that
he had found something we had to understand. We started studying the works of the
Austrian free-market economists. I forget the order in which we started reading
those works, but we found them intensely interesting. I was able to borrow a copy
of "Man, Economy, and State" from the Knott's Berry Farm lending library, and we
both read it. While many feel that efforts like that lending library seldom have
much impact (and that may be true), to two kids in Traverse City, Mich., it was a
very big deal. Rothbard wrote beautifully, and reading the first volume of his
great book made Mises much more accessible. This was the first major intellectual
step that we took that school year, and it set the stage for the second.
Bill found Ayn Rand at some point that year and gave me "Atlas Shrugged" soon
after he had read it; we were both overwhelmed. We came into the experience with
a basic understanding of Austrian economics and found the portrayal of the
economic issues absolutely riveting. I was religious at the time, and there were
a number of issues that I considered hugely problematic, but we moved quickly
through all of Rand's novels. Her ideas rapidly became a focus of interest within
our high school crowd of ten to fifteen people. To say that Bill led things would
be incorrect; it was more as if he was at the center of things. Eventually, both
of us were deeply influenced by Rand and her philosophy of Objectivism.
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the instructors required that everyone join in smashing a car with sledgehammers.
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We were completely out of step with almost all the teachers in our school,
although we were both studying constantly. I remember the assistant principal
telling Bill that, in his opinion, if Bill didn't believe in public education, he
should not be consuming public resources at the school. Our grades were fine, but
we were absorbed in studying economics and political theory, and even attempting
serious philosophy. In many ways, it was what college is supposed to be like, but
certainly never was for me. Bill graduated before I did. His parents moved
that summer to Grand Rapids, and he spent the summer living at their cabin in
near Interlochen, northern Michigan. He went downstate a couple of months later,
lived with them, and began his studies at Grand Valley State College. This
may be a good point to summarize the intellectual path that Bill was traveling.
He has described it in one of his Liberty observations (February
1999). I highly recommend this brief note, both because of its relevance to Bill
and because it outlines a set of issues that troubled many libertarians of the
period. I suspect that some current libertarians might not relate to it, but I
find it a lovely summary of the intellectual paths we both wandered during those
times. As I see it, Bill's intellectual development went through five main
stages: - In his early high school years, he focused on conservatism and
anticommunism. He studied a huge number of fairly obscure works to try to arrive
at an understanding of the communist movement.
- This naturally led to a desire
to understand economics. His early exposure was to Austrian economics
especially the works of Ludwig von Mises. This led him to read numerous
non-Austrian treatises, but Mises remained at the center of much of his
worldview.
- Then he encountered Ayn Rand. His studies covered everything from
her philosophy to her positions on art and psychology. He was deeply inspired by
her. He took everything she wrote very seriously. This was a period of
integration and firming up of basic beliefs. One point was especially significant
the "nonaggression principle." In this quotation from Bill's words (in the
article cited above), I put the nonaggression principle in bold:
Rand and Rothbard begin their political theory by arguing that people
by their nature possess inalienable individual rights to life, liberty and
property. From this, Rand quickly concluded that "no man has the right to
initiate the use of physical force against others." For Rothbard, the very
meaning of a right is the obligation it imposes on others not to initiate
physical force. - The nonaggression principle as formulated by
Rand is a powerful and elegant expression of the essence of libertarian thought,
as seen by her. Its implications are profound, and they led Bill toward
Rothbard's form of anarchism. As Bill put it,
Rand never
realized that the non-aggression imperative led rather quickly to the rejection
of government entirely. She maintained a rather primitive faith in the American
political system envisioned by the framers of the Constitution, calling for the
complete separation of economy and state, but rejecting anarchism as a system
incapable of functioning. Somehow she managed to claim that it was always wrong
to initiate force, but tolerated tax-supported programs ranging from the
maintaining of a multi-million volume library to the exploration of outer space,
suggested that opponents of the Vietnam War ought to be dealt with harshly, and
supported the presidency of Gerald Ford despite his broad intervention in the
economy. The modern libertarian movement emerged as Rand's
readers realized, beginning in the early 1960s, that her categorical prohibition
of initiated force led to a political theory much more radical than what she
envisioned. By the mid-1960s, they were forming study groups and producing modest
publications examining the implications of the non-aggression principle more
closely. Many realized that the principle led ineluctably toward the very
anarchism that Rand had denounced. - Finally, Bill began to be seriously
skeptical about the nonaggression principle. Since this was the foundation of
many of his beliefs, it was a major effort for him to reconstruct a coherent
position. He moved to a position we often called classical liberalism. He
described his shift in this way:
By 1968, as other
libertarians were becoming anarchists, I had rejected the notion of inalienable
rights, replacing it with the notion that rights are valuable social constructs,
but not absolute imperatives. I had embraced a libertarianism based on a rather
complicated praxeological analysis of coercive action.
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aversion to Rand's harsh reaction to opposing views and to Rothbard's notion of
the "The Plumb Line" or absolute standard by which to judge people's ideology.
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This is, of course, a somewhat oversimplified and artificial structuring of
his development. It leaves out, most notably, his attitudes toward war. However,
I do believe that his emphasis on tolerance grew out of these shifts. He clearly
understood that he had held and defended positions that he now considered wrong.
There grew in him a deep aversion to Rand's harsh reaction to opposing views and
to Rothbard's notion of the "The Plumb Line" or absolute standard by which to
judge people's ideology. I think that Bill's attitude was simply "Look, I got it
wrong for a while after huge effort. I may still have it wrong. But I'm damned
sure that you guys have made some pretty major errors of your own. Let's stop
going nuclear over sincere differences of opinion and try to learn from one
another." Those are my words, but I believe they capture the attitude that would
lead him to found Liberty. We were not in much contact during the year
after he moved. He wrote and distributed a newsletter that he called Eleutherian
Forum. As I recall, he told me later that he had successfully gotten seven issues
out before he ended it. College Days In 1966, I moved to Holland,
Mich., where I attended Hope College. For me, it was a frantic year; I worked in
a factory full time, got married, bought a motorcycle, and carried a full load in
college. Even with all that going on, Bill and I started getting together again,
since he now lived only 30 or 40 miles away. There were a few wonderful moments
when we sat by the shores of Lake Michigan and continued our discussions about
whether or not aggression was ever justified and how one might derive a solid
position on the issue. He wrote a paper for a political science class on the
proper role of government, and he remained proud of his position for the rest of
his life. Rand, Rothbard, and Mises had become the center of our
discussions. We came to the conclusion that the nonaggression principle as
formulated by Rand led to anarchism, and we felt ourselves moving rather quickly
in that direction. At this point in his life, I think that Bill had been deeply
moved by Rand's novels and was seeking to understand her positions in depth. He
was studying Aristotelian philosophy from one of the relatively few Aristotelians
in academe (he read Henry Veatch's work under the direction of Professor Young of
Grand Valley, who was, I believe, a student of Veatch's). He was inclining toward
Rothbard's anarchism, but he was trying to work things out carefully. It
was also during the 196667 school year that Bill began seriously dealing in
coins. He had wanted to leave his parents' home, and for $30 a month I agreed to
let him unroll a sleeping bag behind the couch in the shabby apartment that my
wife and I rented in Holland, Mich. As U.S. coins (half dollars, quarter dollars,
and dimes) moved from silver to copper-nickel clad, Bill started visiting local
banks, getting thousands of dollars of coins. He would sit at my kitchen table
and sort the older, silver coins into one pile and the newer, clad coins into
another. He would return the clad coins to another bank and sell the silver ones
to investors. I found this a bit amusing. Later in life, Bill offered me a job
dealing gold in Lebanon (not in response to any skills on my part he just
needed someone he trusted). There is a lesson here about the entrepreneurial
spirit and what distinguished Bill from many of the rest of us. I left
Hope College and joined Bill at Grand Valley State College in 1967. These were
strange times. The Vietnam War was always in the background. There was a constant
fear of being drafted, life and death issues were the norm, and we were young and
intrepid. GVSC eventually began the process of generating a new college within
itself, which at the time was informally called "the second society."
There were no grades or classes. Students designed their own curricula, found
instructors willing to teach them, and somehow progressed toward degrees. We both
viewed it as a wonderful opportunity. Together we took classes in Aristotle, H.L.
Mencken, and utopian societies. These courses were largely designed by Bill. He
would select a proposed set of readings and describe a reasonable set of
objectives; then we would find professors to oversee our efforts. I was
moving into computing, math, and physics, but Bill focused on philosophy and
political science. The relatively unstructured framework suited us, but there is
no doubt in my mind that carefully planned classes taught in a conventional
manner are usually more productive. The extremely experimental framework
sometimes led to instances of extreme silliness. Once a week, all students were
expected to participate in a common discussion. I still remember the day the
instructors required that everyone join in smashing a car with sledgehammers.
They felt, I suppose, that it would be a liberating experience. Bill was amused.
I was horrified. One day we met and he described how he had run for head
of the Michigan version of the Young Republicans. He ran on an anti-draft
position (that was his only issue and all he talked about at their convention).
When the big vote came, he got something like seven or eight votes out of
hundreds. He responded by holding a victory celebration at a local steak house on
the ground that "every intelligent delegate voted for me." Somehow, although I
was not there and I may have the details wrong, the quixotic attitude that it
reveals seems to me typical of Bill. He sincerely wanted to shift people's focus
toward essential issues, and he was willing to spend a good deal of effort trying
to do it, even if successive efforts produced few visible results.
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Michigan Young Republicans on an anti-draft position, and got only a few votes
out of hundreds. He then held a victory celebration because "every intelligent
delegate voted for me." |
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It was during this period that Bill got his first motorcycle. I had ridden
bikes since high school, and one day Bill decided that it looked like fun. We
went shopping and got him a little, heavily used Ducati. The bike would only do
about 4550 mph, but Bill decided to ride it from Grand Rapids up to his
parents' cottage near Traverse City. He had to ride at night to avoid traffic.
That was his first major solo ride, and I must admit I was worried about him. In
later years, our roles were completely reversed. Bill took me on rides throughout
the West, and he became far more competent on a bike than I ever was. I
believe it was during the 196869 school year that Bill, together with some
old friends from the high school crowd, rented a portion of one of the two Frank
Lloyd Wright houses in Grand Rapids. I believe it's the one at 573 College
Avenue. Bill occupied the sewing room. It was a large, beautiful home; and
although it was in a part of the city that was definitely becoming run down, it
seemed glorious that he could be so fortunate. My wife and I visited him
frequently. It is true that one of the friends who were living there got mugged
during that year, but it was a great place anyhow. At this point, my
memories are not complete. I know that when Bill graduated, he got a job teaching
young children at a Catholic school just outside Flint, Mich. I also know that he
spent a lot of time in Lansing, where his sister lived. It was there that he met
Kathy, and they eventually got married. At some point they started a real coin
business. We would visit each other from time to time. He would occasionally do a
coin show in Grand Rapids (I fondly remember escorting him with a shotgun as he
transferred coins from a mall to his car one night). Then I moved to
Pennsylvania for graduate school, and I would see him only between semesters. We
discussed the split between Nathaniel Branden and Rand, and our deepening
disillusionment with the natural rights theory that we had believed in so
passionately, and Bill's growing belief that almost all wars should be avoided. I
was fairly shocked when he first asserted that the U.S. should have stayed out of
World War II. Like almost everyone, I suppose, I found the Nazis' genocidal
crimes good reason for the U.S. to join the war. Bill pointed out that the
consequences had been that Stalin had been supported and went on to kill far more
people than Hitler. This started a discussion to which we often returned during
the succeeding decades. Bill gradually arrived at an isolationist view, arguing
that every war since the American Revolution had damaged America more than it
helped her. I remember watching the 1968 Democratic convention on
television in complete wonderment and talking with Bill about it afterwards.
Young people today may well think that the Iraqi conflict is hugely distressing,
and it certainly is taking a toll on civil liberties, but it is nothing like what
was happening in the late 1960s.
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criticized by almost everyone for printing things that were "wrong" or "silly." I
know I accused him of this on several occasions.
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I finished my graduate work in 1971 and started teaching computer science in
DeKalb, Ill. I would visit Bill several times a year, but we were both deeply
enmeshed in our own worlds. Bill's coin business was really prospering, I suppose
because during the Carter years inflation reached double digits. It didn't take
long for people to seek refuge in gold, and gold coins were a convenient way to
invest. I became one of Bill's customers. Bill and Kathy were working extremely
long hours with no vacations. To see them, I had to visit them at their shop. I
remember one visit in which I bought a few coins and Bill gave me some old paper
currency from Germany and Russia. At one point, that currency would have bought a
house; now it was worth nothing. It didn't take a genius to see the point he was
making. I recently gave these paper bills to some young friends of mine in hopes
they might ponder the same issues I did. The Move to Port
Townsend Bill and Kathy had been working nonstop for a number of years. I
would occasionally stop by and ask them if it was really worth it. I gradually
began to think that Bill simply had a huge need to work. As in many things, he
proved me wrong. He decided that he had built up enough money for a while and it
was time to start doing things he really wanted to do. He studied the climate and
terrain of almost all the U.S. and settled on a handful of locations that seemed
ideal. He then subscribed to the city newspapers from each of these spots and
read them for months. Finally, he and Kathy decided on Port Townsend, Wash., as
the spot to live. They went out there, looked it over, and bought a big house on
a hill to me, a stunning progression of events. In 1980 the
Libertarian Party ran Ed Clark for president, and Bill and I thought very highly
of the campaign he ran. I tried to join the LP but could not because I wouldn't
sign a statement asserting a belief in the nonaggression principle an
assertion required for membership. Bill somehow got into the party without
signing it. We both felt it was counter-productive to limit the party to those
who bought into the Rand-Rothbard position on nonaggression. Just for starters,
the party would have had to exclude both Mises (who defended the draft) and Hayek
(who defended public education). Later, in the pages of Liberty, our
concerns with such issues led to the "the Liberty
Poll." I remember spending evenings with Bill sharpening some of the
questions he put to libertarians. For example, he posed the following
question: Suppose that your car breaks down in an unpredicted
blizzard. You are trapped and may well freeze before help can get to you. You
know that there is only one house within hiking distance. You hike to it. The
owner, a frightened woman whose husband is absent, refuses to admit you (she has
no phone, so asking her to telephone for help is pointless). Which of the
following statements reflects your beliefs? - You should force
entrance, but in this case it would not constitute an act of aggression.
- You
should force entrance, even though it would be an act of aggression.
- You
should not attempt to enter the house.
Sixty-two percent of the
respondents agreed with the second position, 16% with the first, and 22% with the
third. Bill and I felt that a belief in the second position meant that the
nonaggression principle could not be accepted as written, and that the second
position was perfectly reasonable. This was a problem about which people of good
will could disagree. In any event, it was clear that a majority of the people
considering themselves libertarians could not (at least in my view) honestly sign
any statement that they would be unwilling to initiate physically aggressive
force under any circumstances.
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outnumbered the pre-existing citizens of Antelope, voted themselves into power.
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In the early 1980s, I quit my job as a professor, took my retirement plan, and
rented a house in Hawaii for six months. I was trying to figure out what was
worth working on. Bill and Kathy visited, and from that point on Hawaii became
one of our three basic excuses to get together (motorcycle trips and Eris Society
meetings being the other two). For a number of years, we would fly into Maui,
arriving about 4 p.m. After quickly buying some flip-flops, we would drive to the
Seven Pools, one of the truly beautiful spots on earth. We would camp by the
ocean, bathe under waterfalls, hike in a rain forest, and basically cook in the
sun for three days. Then, we'd head for condos on the opposite side of the
island, and spend a week there. We did this for years, and the memory of Bill
sitting in the shade under a rock out in the ocean reading for hours will always
be treasured. Bill also started taking long motorcycle rides from his home
in Port Townsend. He helped me buy an old bike and stash it there. Then, about
every couple of years, we would go exploring. Bill would plan a ride to some
interesting place, and we would take off. Usually, but not always, Kathy would
join us. On two occasions, we ended up in Rajneesh Puram, Ore. It was quite a
place. As Bill explained it to me, a group had started a thriving commune based
on free love, a charismatic guru, and so forth. The people in the nearby town of
Antelope became intolerant; they decided to force the kids into public schools
and refused to issue some building permits. At the next election, the Rajneeshis,
who outnumbered the preexisting citizens of Antelope, voted themselves into
power. They painted the town purple and orange, as part of a general cleanup of
the place. Evidently the whole state went ballistic, and the authorities finally
got the leaders of the group on tax evasion. When we visited, the place where
3,000 people had once lived was a ghost town. There was a library, an airport,
hundreds of housing units, stores all the trappings of a small town, just
no people. It was unsettling to ride through the remnants of the place.
The Eris Society is a truly unusual group of interesting people, brought together
by Doug Casey, that meets every year at Aspen, Colo. Eris was the goddess of
discord, and the meetings encourage the expression of dissenting and "eccentric"
views. Bill and I once rode bikes down from Washington to the annual meeting.
Each night we would stop in little motels that charged $3540 per night for
the two of us. We would park the bikes, have dinner, and talk for a few hours.
When we got to Aspen we ended up staying at Snowmass for $150 a night. Bill's
comment was something like, "They gave us nice little chocolates on our pillows,
but the showers weren't as good as the motels'." Anyway, it was a
wonderful meeting. Sonny Barger, the head of Hell's Angels, was there, and he and
Bill talked about bikes for a bit. Our purpose in going to Eris, however, was
basically to catch up with old friends, and we both looked forward to seeing the
people we knew. The Eris group also pleased us by inviting interesting people to
give talks. It was there that I got to hear a Breatharian speak about living off
the nutrients in the air. One year Mark Skousen got an actor to masquerade as an
anthropologist who had studied and even engaged in cannibalism. I was pretty much
taken in (as were others), but Steve Cox immediately saw through it. He explained
his reasons to me, and I had to reflect on how gullible I had been. I believe
that Bill had been uncertain. It seemed a little shocking that, as a scientist, I
had failed to exercise even a reasonable modicum of skepticism. Anyway, these
were good, interesting gatherings that Bill enjoyed; and the trips to and from
Aspen were a big source of pleasure. And Then There Was Liberty
Bill started Liberty in 1987. He described the history of the magazine in detail
in an article
he wrote in 1992. What has always struck me was his desire to create a
framework in which all variants of libertarian thought could be expressed. He
emphatically did not want to express a single position and bless it as the
position of the magazine. He sincerely believed that getting at the truth would
be served by the clash of alternative views. As I see it, this position cost him
dearly. He was harshly criticized by almost everyone for printing things that
were "wrong" or "silly." I know I accused him of this on several
occasions. However, the wisdom of Bill's position seems very clear to me now. It
was important that Liberty include criticisms of libertarian positions, and not
just the positions that I considered terribly wrong. It was also important that
Liberty criticize events related to the Libertarian Party, although doing so
generated substantial hostility. I played a very minor role at Liberty
during its start, and my participation declined over the years. I became absorbed
in my own world and saw Bill less frequently. It always seemed that there would
be time to do the bikes and trips again in a few years. When Bill told me
last spring that he had cancer, I went out to visit. The realization that we
would never be able to ride cycles again or visit Eris together was upsetting,
but Bill's continual attempts to maintain good spirits cushioned the blow. We
focused on mundane issues like cleaning up his garage, getting trash to the dump,
and so forth. It was just a visit to re-establish contact that had slipped over
the last few years. My wife and I returned in August to visit Kathy and
Bill for a couple of weeks. Bill had become frail, finding it hard to walk or
even sit. We would take short walks, go to a restaurant for dinner, then watch a
movie. There were a few moments of reflection on libertarian issues, but that
wasn't the point. In a departure from his normal laissez-faire attitude, he took
time to make a number of suggestions about things I needed to do. He berated me
for not seeing a doctor more often, and then apologized for nagging. We tried to
take a trip as in the past (this time by car), but he was just too sick to enjoy
it. We did have a number of discussions about the impact of regulation on
the speed of medical advances. It was a remarkably good visit, almost entirely
because of the bravery Bill exhibited. He realized that he was in pain and dying,
but he didn't want to focus on that. I went home still hoping that he might make
it another year, but doubting it. When it was obvious that the end was
near, I went back. With just days remaining, Bill wanted to talk about how to
keep Liberty functioning properly after his death. He tried to lay plans that
would assure its future. As usual, he found my ideas well-intentioned but naive,
while I found that his reflected huge experience but missed some points. It was
like old times, but with a most poignant backdrop. On December 8, sometime
during the evening, Bill slipped gradually into unconsciousness in his chair in
the family room and died. I was not there. I had gone back to my room early in
the evening. When I came to see him, Kathy told me. I had expected that it might
have happened, but even so the shock was real. All of a sudden one realizes all
the things that should have been said and done, but weren't. The day
before Bill died, he wanted to have a small champagne celebration, and asked me
to offer a toast. It was spontaneous and simple: "to Liberty, a great magazine
and a great achievement." It was and is.
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